Geez Woman!

Geez Woman! Get with it already!

Sometimes that addage: Out of Sight, Out of Mind severely applies to me. The problem is that even in full sight, I can easily ignore things. Argh!

So, pretty much everything has fallen by the wayside for three months now. I'm losing any progress I had made between September and January. January, I maintained, but I really think I had myself fooled that I was maintaining. Besides, maintenance is so far from what I need (and want) to be doing now.

This morning when I got up, I felt different. I know it is all in my head...where it should be. I realized that for the last three months, I have been hiding in the baggy (albeit very WARM) clothing. I can fit into my jeans still, though barely. I'm sure it looks terrible, but I can still breathe in them.

This likely means that I took a mental vacation from my health pursuits... a three month vacation. And, the worst part, it is so not worth it. I had signed up for all sorts of challenges and such hoping -- praying -- that they would help me get back on track. None of it did. The things that were helping me before my vacation had stopping helping me back in January. Maybe earlier.

Why today? What happened yesterday, last night, or while I slept? Honestly, I have not the faintest of clues.

I need to make this feeling stay. And when it wanes, I need to plow through. I have goals damnit.

I've also moved my health & diet blog (this one) over to its new site: Kini's Quest! Please feel free to join me, I could totally use the feedback. Leave a comment with your site too, I would love to see it!